Doubts No More

by Kafu Mitsurin

What should I be?

What should I think?

What else should I say?

All apologies

I'm a man

Even if I don't look as one

I have long hair

And female face features

And biologically I'm a male

I feel as a man

I was born as man

Even if I don't fit among males

I fit among girls

But I feel and was born a man

What else should I say?

What else could I write?

I don't doubt on myself

Is it a sin?

Everything is my fault

I'll take all the blame

Jesus doesn't want me with him

If God is love

Then he is bi

He loves men and women

He is not gay nor straight

Am I a blasphemous

I'll go to hell for it

For telling the truth

Punishment I'll recieve

In hell, in heaven

I don't fit

In the world, in sheol

I don't fit

Outcasted!

It is what I am

Shame on me

Cancel me if you want

I don't fear anyone

I fear nobody anymore

Just do what you want

I'll do whatever I want

'Cause I got to face nobody but me

'Cause I'll die like you anyway

Outcasted!

Rejected!

It's what I am

And I'm a proud man