My Regrets

by Kafu Mitsurin

I have a dream

To get off of my mind

I don't want to lose control

Nor hurt anyone again

I commited crimes

I'm not proud of my past

I stole cat food

I attempted murder

I deserve a punishment

But I am afraid of getting lost

In my dark thoughts

I see the past and...

I'm afraid I could do it again

Please! Somebody help

I'm deep in darkness

I wanna get rid of my heart

And stop my evilness

I only want to be rescued

Wherever I go, I am outcasted

Don't judge me

I got enough of my mistakes

I want to repair them

I know God doesn't want me

His fellas are never made like me

I'm full of darkness and sins

PLEASE HELP ME!

This is my last cry for help

I'm losing my will to live

I'm not afraid of death

I am just so tired

SOMEONE, ANYONE!

JUST HELP ME!

I can't continue like this!